Following a Conversation with a Tree

“Therefore we do not lose heart. Even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is being renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, is working for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory, while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal.” (2 Corinthians 4:16–18 NKJV)

On a recent hike in our city’s arboretum, I came across a small plaque. It showed the picture of a log cabin, built in the early 1800’s, that stood in that spot until the 1940’s when the Manhattan Project swept almost all the local homesteads away. The plaque told the story of the family that lived there, and the fortunes of its young sons, most of whom died in the American Civil War. It continued their saga up until the time of the cabin’s destruction. It was a story that, no doubt, rhymed with those of other families in the region, with but varying details. The plaque’s purpose, however, was to draw attention to two young oak trees in the photo, standing near the cabin. Those same oaks now stood, some 200 years old, as silent witnesses of all that had passed in the lives of that family. The photo, I thought, gave the trees a voice, a chance to speak of all they had seen.

I had another such experience recently while watching a program on the plight of the American Chestnut. They once comprised about a third of the Eastern forests in America, but were nearly driven to extinction by a blight brought in on imported trees in 1904. The forester in the program noted a few unharmed stands, and the slow efforts to nurture a blight-resistant tree. He noted, off-hand, that he fully expected the Chestnuts to return to something of their previous position over the next thousand years.

Both of these experiences made me think of “tree years,” to consider how the world looks to the slow vision of something that lives for hundreds, even thousands, of years (I was, of course, reminded of Tolkein’s Ents). In a world of 24/7 consumer-oriented “information,” it is difficult to see anything in long, slow, terms. We are increasingly more like mayflies and less like trees.

My grandparents were born in the 19th century, and witnessed the vast changes of the modern landscape. They were country people, largely occupied with farming and such, and were very slow to adopt technology as it came along. Indoor plumbing was quite late for one set of grandparents. I recall watching one grandmother continue to do her laundry outdoors in a set of washtubs (probably procured from a Sears catalogue) even after the plumbing was installed. They never seemed to be caught up in the news of the day or to give much attention to the “wide-world.” They were trees, recalling years of poverty, war, depression, and the constant blur of fashions, while remaining planted where they were, and steady.

The providence of God is far greater and deeper than a tree-story. The gold that we value so much and use in so many ways, was forged somewhere in the supernova of a dying star, eons before our own planet was formed. It is but a trite example of the whole of our existence. We live at a point in time that is but the crest of a wave that has been unfolding for over 13 billion years (at least that’s what they say).

That same notion struck the Psalmist, who wrote:

“When I consider Your heavens, the work of Your fingers, The moon and the stars, which You have ordained, What is man that You are mindful of him, And the son of man that You visit him?” (Psalm 8:3–4)

The work of God’s providence surrounds us at all times, though our hearts are frequently out-of-tune with the eternal hymn of its working. We are deeply aware of every offense against goodness, every tragedy, every rumor of evil, while we constantly ignore how we are preserved in health, delivered from danger, and overshadowed by God’s brooding goodness. In the math of good and evil, the miracle of our very existence seems to be factored as a zero.

There is a great gulf that separates us from the Psalmist. He saw the heavens, and knew only the vaguest evidence of their wonder. At the same time, he lived in a world where infant mortality would have approached 30 percent, and 50 years of age would have been thought of as well-preserved. He would have lived in a world whose dangers, at every moment, far exceed anything that touches our lives. He was, nonetheless, certain that God was mindful of him, and visited him.

I have come to think that the doctrine of divine providence is more readily seen by the old than by the young. For the old, most of life is “in the rear-view mirror,” while, for the young, it rushes towards the windshield at ever-increasing speeds. In hindsight, the hand of God seems clear, and, mostly, unmistakable. It is a mysterious working, particularly when I see good come out of seeming evil.

When most of the Fathers wrote about the divine energies, it was God’s providence they had in mind. St. Gregory Palamas defended the teaching that the energies were sometimes perceived directly as the Uncreated Light. As a young man, I longed to see what St. Gregory described. As an old man, I realize that I too long ignored that vision of the divine energies marveled at by the Psalmist. It is that vision that unfolds most completely for us when we give thanks always and for all things.

The voice of thanksgiving is, without exception, the sound that we can utter that is itself in harmony with the song of the universe. It is filled with tree-knowledge and star-wonder, confounding the lies of the enemy and those who would drown us in darkness. The Uncreated Light manifests itself in the created light, and in all creation that is light, some of which has slowed down enough for us to walk on.

Glory to God who has brought us from non-being into existence and set our feet on the path of praise. Glory to Him in all created things that sing His glory. Glory to Him in tree-friends and star-songs and the wonder of all things.

About Fr. Stephen Freeman

Fr. Stephen is a retired Archpriest of the Orthodox Church in America. He is also author of Everywhere Present: Christianity in a One-Storey Universe, and Face to Face: Knowing God Beyond Our Shame, as well as the Glory to God podcast series on Ancient Faith Radio.



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39 responses to “Following a Conversation with a Tree”

  1. Sally Brower Avatar
    Sally Brower

    Such lyrical beauty in your writing today. It soothes my soul.

  2. Hal Freeman Avatar

    Great thoughts! Thank you.

  3. Photini Avatar
    Photini

    You say when speaking of the Psalmist, “At the same time, he lived in a world where infant mortality would have approached 30 percent, and 50 years of age would have been thought of as well-preserved. ”

    And yet, the Psalmist does not see 50 as well preserved. In fact, he sees man’s life span as something longer.

    “10 As for the days of our years, in their span they be threescore years and ten.
    11 And if we be in strength, mayhap fourscore years; and what is more than these is toil and travail.” (from The Psalter According to the Seventy)

    While our trials are not the same as those faced by the Psalmist, there are many evils today which distract us from God’s love and grace towards us. We need to remember God’s love is personal and be grateful always.

  4. gigi Avatar
    gigi

    so beautifully written. and hopefully on my heart. a wonderful way to start the day. thank you

  5. Dino Avatar
    Dino

    What a breath [Πνεύμα] of fresh air!

  6. Fr. Fred Pfeil Avatar
    Fr. Fred Pfeil

    Thank you Father for this. In these present times, when things seem so topsy turvy, and I feel so helpless, you have provided perspective. You remind me of Julian of Norwich: all shall be well, and all shall be well, and all manner of thing shall be well.

  7. Dee of St Herman Avatar
    Dee of St Herman

    I misread the title as ‘Conversion with a Tree” (thinking of the cross). Somehow I think this also fits with your beautiful article. Lately it seems all hasn’t been going according to my plans. I have a heavy workload and every hiccup feels like an avalanche. I’m so grateful for this article to encourage us to take a deeper look into the beauty of our earthly lives and to praise God for His love and wonderful work in our lives.

  8. Fr. Stephen Avatar

    Photini,
    Indeed, giving thanks always for all things unto God.

  9. Fr. Stephen Avatar

    Fr. Fred,
    We do well to remember that the outlets that call themselves “news” are always topsy-turvy. They should not be the source of how we see the world and consider it. I remind myself of this on my daily nature walks. If the trees aren’t bothered, then I should listen to them.

  10. Fr. Stephen Avatar

    Dee,
    We’re about two weeks away from closing on our new home in South Carolina (we closed this one last week and are now renting from the new owner). There’s so much swirling around as the last details are coming due each day. I thank God that my beloved wife has a gift for managing details (I definitely do not). Today’s article (a reprint) was good for me to re-read as well. I’ve been working on an article for the past 2 weeks and it’s still not done…which mostly tells me about the state of my addled brain. Yesterday, I stood with a dozen other priests as we buried one of our brother priests. The service for the burial of a priest is long (5 epistles, 5 gospels, etc.) and very sobering. It is quite clear about our hope, but pulls no punches in describing the contingent state of our existence. The subject of “worms” comes up more than once in the hymnody.

    All will be well.

  11. Jana Avatar
    Jana

    In all things, give thanks, for this is the will of God, in Christ Jesus.
    Gratitude and thanksgiving to His Majesty, the Lover of my soul, I have learned, is the most powerful praise I can consistently give. Deep appreciate at the inner core may be The secret key to the narrow gate?

  12. Fr. Stephen Avatar

    Jana,
    I think that giving thanks for all things is part of “taking up our Cross.” It is indeed the narrow gate.

  13. Esmée Noelle Covey Avatar
    Esmée Noelle Covey

    “If the trees aren’t bothered, then I should listen to them.”

    This simple statement is deeply profound!

    In his most recent post, Paul Kingsnorth discussed the ancient Yew trees present in many churchyards, as well as the presence of “Green Man” carvings (icons?) inside the churches throughout the British Isles – both of which predate the presence in this area of Christianity itself. The Green Man strikes me as being representative of the “spirit” of the Tree, a spirit that has been praising God from the very beginning of creation. I suspect our primal selves were far more aware of this reality and held it in high regard.

  14. hélène d. Avatar
    hélène d.

    There is an Akathist of Thanksgiving called “Praise God for Everything,” which is a wonderful hymn of love to the Lord and His creation, written by a bishop in a time of persecution, and which lifts everything up to Heaven !
    Praise be to you, ô God, for your eternity through this passing world !

  15. Scott Marckx Avatar

    Thank you Father Stephen!
    This reminds me of hiking the Dosewalips trail in Olympic National Park and realizing that these very trees that were looking down on me also watched my Grandmother when she hiked that trail.
    Also, looking back on a specific occurrence in my life that felt unforgivable at the time, 20 something years ago, and realizing the blessing it has turned out to be, in teaching me about forgiveness, time, and healing relationships. Now I feel grateful for having been blessed with both that experience, and the time to work through it and see it in the rear view mirror as the blessing that it has become.
    One time, while hiking near that trail my Grandmother hiked, a tree had come down in a storm. Someone had counted the rings and it went back to about the year 1540.
    All the best, Scott

  16. Dee of St Herman Avatar
    Dee of St Herman

    Father,
    I’m glad to hear that the new purchase details are coming along to the final stretch. It can be nerve-wracking. I’m also very excited for you about the latest phase of your life in your new home and for the new community that will receive you! Perhaps pictures of your new place will show up in the articles you’ll write in the future.

    I had no idea about the difference in a funeral for a priest. Yes, it seems that Orthodox hymns can be pretty graphic and sobering.

  17. Lamar Powell Avatar
    Lamar Powell

    I heard you talk about “small things” at Holy Cross Holy Trinity in Birmingham not long ago and you spoke about your visits to the arboretum and it made me think of something I wrote between classes in a sitting area in the stairwell of Stone Center as a first year transfer student at Jacksonville State University. I wanted to share it with you then but I felt it silly. But I have written worse and still called it poetry.

    I’m looking at some frees
    Thru a double-pane window.
    And I wonder what they’ve seen,
    And I wonder what they know,
    And I wonder how long they’ll stay
    Even after I must go.

    I can see them swaying
    But I don’t know what they’re saying.

  18. Matthew Avatar
    Matthew

    Fr. Stephen said:

    “We do well to remember that the outlets that call themselves “news” are always topsy-turvy. They should not be the source of how we see the world and consider it. I remind myself of this on my daily nature walks. If the trees aren’t bothered, then I should listen to them.”

    Thanks for this helpful reminder. How should we see the world and consider it?

  19. Fr. Stephen Avatar

    Matthew,
    I think our only refuge is to see the world through the lens of God’s providence. This is a great spiritual struggle and a battle against principalities and powers (who want us to be afraid, confused, and at odds with all around us). I’ve been seeing more and more people denouncing friends and brothers and sisters in Christ in the name of various political positions (and such). They are very great trials.

    St. Basil the Great said that it does us no good to abstain from meat and then devour our brothers.

    Only love understands anything. Only love sees anything. Every other lens is a likely distortion. May God preserve us!

  20. DEBRA L ANDERSON Avatar
    DEBRA L ANDERSON

    ‘I think our only refuge is to see the world through the lens of God’s providence. This is a great spiritual struggle and battle against principalities and powers…’ Thank you Fr. Stephen for speaking truth and offering peeks into God’s perspectives in these hard times. Love is not easy, and not for the faint of heart. Lord have mercy.

    Thank you for sharing your poem Lamar, it fits perfectly with our discussion.

  21. Dee of St Herman Avatar
    Dee of St Herman

    Debra and Father,
    Thank you for the words about love:

    “Only love understands anything. Only love sees anything. Every other lens is a likely distortion. May God preserve us!”

    And “Love is not easy and not for the faint of heart.”

    I’m in a situation that I’ve been mulling over and struggling with for the past two months and today for the past five hours without a clear resolution, except for these very potent words you have offered.

    Thank you both so much.

    In Christ,
    Dee

  22. Drewster2000 Avatar
    Drewster2000

    Lamar,

    Thank you for your poem. It has the sweet, lonesome, solitary melancholy of trees about it. Treebeard would like it. And so would Winnie the Pooh! (grin)

  23. Fr. Stephen Avatar

    Lamar,
    St. Pophyrios once said that in order to become a Christian, one must first become a poet. Of course, that’s a poetic statement rather than a literal one, but I think I hear Christian wonder in your poem. Thank you!

  24. Matthew Avatar
    Matthew

    Fr. Stephen said:

    “If the trees aren’t bothered, then I should listen to them.”

    Are they really not bothered? Though they might not be able to speak, evolution wreaks havoc even in the plant world not to mention climate change …. even the trees are affected. I wouldn´t be so sure they are not bothered ….

  25. Mallory Avatar
    Mallory

    Thank you, Father! My daughter instinctively and nearly immediately (when she was only about 1 year old) would hug trees on our hikes when I wore her on my chest facing out. She would reach for them and seemed to have such innate love for them. It was beautiful to watch, as I had previously thought something like that was just a fairytale. I think nature knows our divinity when we bless it, or appreciate it.

    I hope it’s ok, but I am reposting a question below that I posted on your previous writing on icons, where it may have been missed. I do hope you or the community can help in my understanding! Bless you all.

    I have a question on Scripture (so many it seems, but I’ll keep it to one!)–I keep noticing lately that Jesus in the New Testament (I read the KJV) seems to be speaking to the people in front of him, in present, urgent tense, saying that he will be coming back soon, after His resurrection. Can you illuminate this for me? I keep wondering at statements like this, that I’ve never noticed before:

    “Verily I say unto you, There be some standing here, which shall not taste of death, till they see the Son of man coming in his kingdom” This is one in many, also “But woe unto them that are with child, and to them that give suck, in those days! for there shall be great distress in the land, and wrath upon this people.” Doesn’t this imply that the tribulation is coming soon? And that the people he is preaching to will be alive to witness it, or at least their children? I suppose I’m asking a timeline question, I sincerely want to understand what I’m missing here. His words seem clear to me, but that would mean we are not waiting for tribulation? Is is possible Jesus did come back like he tells them he will? As you can see, I’m filled with questions, I’m hoping you can help me make sense of this.

    As always, thank you for your writing.

  26. Fr. Stephen Avatar

    Matthew,
    Even so, they seem quite patient and willing to bear what comes.

  27. Fr. Stephen Avatar

    Mallory,
    Sorry that I overlooked your earlier question – my mind wanders. There are several ways to approach such passages. One is to hear references to the destruction of Jerusalem that occurred in 70 A.D. by the Romans. If you will, the “last days” seem to rhyme with that destruction in some aspects…so they seem to be conflated somewhat in the mind of the early Church. Second is to see the references to “seeing the Son of Man coming in His Kingdom” as referring to something other than the Second Coming. Indeed, the Liturgy seems to describe Christ’s presence in the Liturgy under the language of His Second coming (parousia). And, yet a third approach (one which I often use), is to scratch my head and say, “I wonder what that refers to?”

    I tend to think of these things as a sort of spiral – a cyclical movement in which the cycle is also moving in a direction (isn’t that a confusing description). Thus, there is the “Great Tribulation” – but there are lots of lesser tribulations that “rhyme” with it – the pattern repeating in various ways throughout the life of the Church.

    Mostly, I must confess, I tend to ignore the question of the last days, end times, etc., particularly as it seems to be a bad habit of some versions of modern evangelicalism to have put too much time, effort and speculation into the entire topic.

    In St. John Chrysostom’s Liturgy, he refers to the Second Coming in the past tense! How’s that for confusing? So, whenever we are with Christ, we stand beyond all such questions.

    I hope this is helpful and not just confusing.

  28. Matthew Avatar
    Matthew

    Fr. Stephen said:

    “Matthew,
    Even so, they seem quite patient and willing to bear what comes.”

    🙂 Thank you … in that sense we should all be like the trees.

  29. Matthew Avatar
    Matthew

    In reference to Mallory´s question and your response Fr. Stephen:

    I have come to the conclusion that there are portions of Holy Scripture that I may not ever fully understand. Finally I am O.K. with that I think.

    70 AD, Second Coming, right now … who knows really?? I used to think I knew, but then I learned more. It seems more important, now, to grow in union with God through participation in the sacramental and liturgical life of the Church. There Holy Scripture remains very important, but acts more as one of several foundational blocks rather than the absolute chief cornerstone.

    The evangelical brethren of my past would cringe if they knew I just wrote this!

  30. Esmée Noelle Covey Avatar
    Esmée Noelle Covey

    One of my favorite quotes about trees by the newly canonized Saint Gavrilia…

    I have greeted – on your behalf – the small tree out side my window… It swayed… and greeted me back with the message:

    “Leave life’s cares and worries to Him Who created you, raised you, enlightened you, guided you so far, and will not stop loving you as long as you live in this transient world. Let yourself – as I let my branches – be swayed by the wind here and there, without ever forgetting that you are attached, as I am, to a Root, to Christ, Who is Light, Truth, Love.”

    That is what the slender branches of the small tree said… all that, and much more.

    ~Mother Gavrilia, The Ascetic of Love, Letters, p. 403.

  31. Fr. Stephen Avatar

    Mallory,
    Famously, some modern critical scholars (mostly Protestant), theorized that Christ, and His disciples, expected a soon return – and were mistaken. That fits the critical approach to the Scriptures that has been the hallmark of a number of denominations. I find that a problematic suggestion, to say the least.

    Perhaps the key phrase in the passage is “the Son of Man coming in His Kingdom.” The question is, “To what does this refer?” Immediately after this, is the account of the Transfiguration – which some Fathers see as the fulfillment of “Son of Man coming in His Kingdom.”

    The experience and thought of the Orthodox Church on all of this is not very linear. Protestant thought has tended to be quite literal and quite linear. St. John Chrysostom’s liturgy does lots of interesting things that completely blow a literal time-line out the window. I suspect that is the best approach to difficult passages. And, of course, again, there’s just letting it be.

  32. Fr. Stephen Avatar

    Esmée,
    I feel much better about talking to trees after reading your comment. 🙂

  33. Christa Maria D Dolejsi Avatar
    Christa Maria D Dolejsi

    Thanks esmee! What a wonderful quote to wrap around me!

  34. Simon the Gray Avatar
    Simon the Gray

    I find questions about origins and ends, the so-called bookends, to be unhelpful for me. At the end of the day does it matter how I got here? What can I do about the beginning or the ending of all things? I have today and that might be it. If God is Good, then all is well and all will be well.

    I personally believe that the prophesies in Matthew 24, including parallel passages, are fulfilled in the initial assault by Cestius Gallus in 66 c.e. culminating in Jerusalem’s fall 3 1/2 years later in 70 c.e. at the hands of Titus. Interestingly, Josephus’ account of Jerusalem’s fall is filled with supernatual phenomena that parallels Jesus description. Could there be other “fractal” type of fulfillments? Perhaps. That would be interesting.

  35. Mallory Avatar
    Mallory

    Thank you, Father Stephen, your answers give me a lot to ponder. I suppose letting it be for now is the best way. I also am thankful for what you wrote about love “Only love understands anything. Only love sees anything. Every other lens is a likely distortion. May God preserve us!” How do you advise dealing with evil? Is it advisable to view evil through the lens of love? I have been pondering this lately, related to a friend of mine who is going through a terrible trial.

    Simon, I envy you! I don’t think there’s anything that matter more to me than how did we all get here? And where is “here” anyway? Why are we here? What is the beginning and the end? I suppose I went through a period where I felt called to seek the truth because I saw how often I was deceived growing up in this society, parented largely by pop culture/media/etc and a public school education that was incredibly tedious to my curious soul. Is it “helpful”? I don’t know, but I believe Christ leads us to the truth and out of delusion and that can be a bumpy ride. Maybe the peace that I seek will only be found when I let go of these questions. Who knows.

  36. Simon the Gray Avatar
    Simon the Gray

    Mallory,

    In my honest opinion, for what little it’s worth, the end and the beginning are black boxes. We have to come to a place where we can rest in the simple faith that if God is Good then all is well. I accept that only a Good God CAN create. It seems to me–at least for right now–that only love creates. I think if a person can bring themselves to that place, then we are free to give ourselves entirely to what’s in front of us.

    I think many people have had very intriguing journeys in their search for truth. Usually they are very disruptive often there is something tragic that sets the whole thing in motion. At this point in my life (I hope I can manage to stay here) I believe that if we think of searching for truth as something apart from searching for Christ that the quest will be endless. If we get stuck in a mindset of searching, then even if we find Christ, we will likely find it difficult to settle down. That has been my experience.

    Nothing sounds more noble than searching for the truth. And it certainly has its place. The age old question is how would you know the truth even if you found it? How would you recognize it? My only answer is this: By the grace of God we will recognize Christ in the breaking of the bread.

  37. Simon the Gray Avatar
    Simon the Gray

    With Fr. Stephen’s permission I would like to respond to Mallory’s question about suffering.

    If God is Good, then there must be a terribly good reason for suffering to go on. Humans have created hell on earth and it is gut wrenching the things we have done to each other. Like many, if not most people, I have struggled with the question, “Does the existence of suffering mean that God is not Good or that God is cruel and indifferent?” At times it’s hard not to think so.

    We live in a cruciform universe. The topology (shape and contour) of our universe is that of the crucifixion. The Cross is the fabric of our existence, and somehow there is a connection between that cruciformity and deification. In that sense, the Cross is a revelation.

    It might well be that apart from the cross our experience the whole thing risks sliding into despair.

    That’s why there’s hope. But hope only makes sense if God is Good.

  38. Mallory Avatar
    Mallory

    Thank you, Simon. I am indeed asking myself the question, as you put it, “Does the existence of suffering mean that God is not Good or that God is cruel and indifferent?” — and you’re right, hope only makes sense if God is Good. I haven’t lost hope, but boy am I wrestling at the moment. I have so many questions. It is clear to me that God has allowed this world to be ruled by evil, every position of worldly power from politicians to Hollywood to the money system serve dark forces and deceive and brainwash “regular people” 24/7, with no regard to people’s health, peace and joy, so my question is, why? What is the purpose of a world like that?

    I think of John 8:32-34: “And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free. They answered him, We be Abraham’s seed, and were never in bondage to any man: how sayest thou, Ye shall be made free? 34 Jesus answered them,Verily, verily, I say unto you, Whosoever committeth sin is the servant of sin.”

    I’m grateful for this community, God bless you all.

  39. Fr. Stephen Avatar

    Mallory,
    Just a small observation. I see the suffering and evil in the world. If I ignore the newscycle and its silly echoes in social media, and choose instead to pay attention to the world I actually walk in, breathe in, and see – then I am constantly reminded of the goodness God has placed among us and nurtures.

    The Fathers compared evil to a “parasite,” having no being of its own but taking advantage of the Good. What an apt description for those who exercise power over us (in the world). They are parasites – and – I suspect – they are the puppets of much larger puppeteers. St. Paul said:

    “Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might.Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.” (Ephesians 6:10–13)

    Don’t forget to laugh at the pretenders – those who claim to have power but don’t.

    “He who sits in the heavens shall laugh; The Lord shall hold them in derision.” (Psalm 2:4)

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