Me and My Bible

How do you feel about the Scriptures? What thoughts come to you as you read? Do they comfort you or challenge you? Do you love them or wrestle with them? Does God speak to you in them or are they opaque and bothersome?

My primary relationship with the Scriptures as I was growing up was as a “Bible.” It was a book I carried with me when I went to Church. There was no Bible reading in our home. There was a large “family Bible” that was positioned on a coffee table in the Living Room. Generally, it was never opened. The books, both my personal copy and the family copy, were objects.

My first attempt at reading the Scriptures happened around age 15. I was reading some essays of Tolstoy that were given me by my older brother, a college student. Tolstoy exalted the Sermon on the Mount above all of the Scriptures and pressed his readers to treat them as literally as possible. Those few short chapters became my “Bible within the Bible” for a time. It was the first time that I had ever read the Scriptures with an assumption that they were supposed to speak to me.

In college and seminary, I was introduced to the historical-critical method of reading Scripture. I had little understanding that the method entailed a world of theological and metaphysical assumptions and that a veil would suddenly be placed between my heart and the text. I offer an analogy.

Imagine that every time you receive the Holy Eucharist, your mind is filled with thoughts of the chemistry of bread and wine. Indeed, the thoughts become so dominant that the presence of Christ is largely forgotten. In particular, the relationship of heart to sacrament is disrupted. If, in such circumstances, someone began to absent themselves from communion, it would not be surprising.

The reading of Scripture in the life of the Church is quite properly compared to the reception of communion – for the Scriptures are best described as sacramental in nature.1 Like many other things in the Church’s life, this sacramental view was disrupted by certain currents within the Reformation and subsequent modern developments.

As the Reformation rejected the authority of the papacy, questions of authority naturally arose. Sola Scriptura (Scripture alone) became the default position. But how was the Scripture to be read? As time moved forward, history became the dominant means of interpretation and reading. By the 19th century, history became embedded in the new “science of history,” in which various pieces of evidence (archaeology, etymology, etc., and an entire notion of peer-reviewed speculations) were brought forward as the arbiters of how we read.

If the whole time you read, the question is, “Did this happen? Did it happen like this?” etc. there is no engaging of the Scripture as Scripture. The distance between reader and text could hardly be greater.

I was schooled in these methods. At the same time, I was aware of the older, sacramental view of Scripture and I found myself wrestling with the two. I have (from time to time) humorously quipped, “I was trained as an Anglican: I can doubt anything.” It’s a joke, but it’s also a description of an inner voice that chatters on at unwelcome moments. It creates separation during times when communion and intimate participation are required. I suspect that I’m not alone in such an experience.

In the early Church, the Fathers were insistent on the four gospels, well aware of the discrepancies between their accounts. They were not just insistent on these texts, but were equally convinced that the number four itself was significant. And so we have the Tetramorph, seen in Ezekiel and in Revelation, with the four beasts around the throne of God: the image of a man, a lion, an ox, and an eagle. To this day, these are the images of the four evangelists and the gospels. It places us in the midst of a full sacramental vision.

In the Orthodox Church, the book of the gospels rests on the altar. This, too, is sacramental, representing the “Lamb’s Book of Life,” as described on the altar in heaven. The ceremony that surrounds the reading of the gospels calls us to the sacrament. “Wisdom! Let us be attentive!” We stand to listen. We venerate the book with a kiss. It is not a response of analysis but of love (the language of the noetic life). Learning to read the Scriptures as sacrament is frequently difficult for many people.

Interestingly, my wife grew up with a sacramental view. She was raised in a pious Baptist family, where, she says, the Scriptures were not hammered as “this is the Word of God you have to believe everything in it.” Instead, it was seen as the book through which and in which you encounter God. God speaks in the Scriptures.

This is a place that I have worked to nurture in my own heart. The historical-critical years and training never truly disappear. Indeed, sometimes my own questions may legitimately go there – the early Fathers sometimes posed historical questions – they are not out-of-bounds. But it is essential to understand that this easily interferes with the Scripture as sacrament – with the Scripture as the place where we encounter God Himself.

The ability to perceive in a sacramental manner (which is noetic perception) is deeply crippled in our culture. We are driven by information and are highly skilled at obtaining it. However, it can make us unable to hear what is unspoken or to see what is hidden. Such signals can be deeply important in human relationships, both with others, ourselves, and the world around us.

St. Porphyrios famously said that “in order to become a Christian, one must first become a poet.” It is a way of expressing the sacramental character of life in the world. Our drive to manage and control (“If I knew and understood, then I’d know how to fix”) puts poetry on mute. Every human being, every blade of grass, even the whole of the world is a sacrament of the good God.

In my life at present, I work to silence the historical critic who resides in my head. When I need his questions, I’ll consult him. But I strive to still my heart and let it be present to the voice of God – in the Scriptures – and in everything around me. St. Ignatius of Antioch wrote: “He who possesses in truth the word of Jesus can hear even its silence” (Eph. XV)

“The heavens declare the glory of God;
And the firmament shows His handiwork.
Day unto day utters speech,
And night unto night reveals knowledge.
There is no speech nor language Where their voice is not heard.
Their sound has gone out through all the earth,
And their words to the end of the world.”

(Psalm 19:1–4)

Wisdom! Let us be attentive!

____

Photo: My childhood Bible, with markings from my time as a “Jesus Freak.”

 

Footnotes for this article

  1. Hans Boersma, an Anglican, has a very helpful book, Scripture as Real Presence: Sacramental Exegesis in the Early Church.

About Fr. Stephen Freeman

Fr. Stephen is a retired Archpriest of the Orthodox Church in America. He is also author of Everywhere Present: Christianity in a One-Storey Universe, and Face to Face: Knowing God Beyond Our Shame, as well as the Glory to God podcast series on Ancient Faith Radio.



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6 responses to “Me and My Bible”

  1. Esmée Noelle Covey Avatar
    Esmée Noelle Covey

    I just finished reading Mary Ford’s book The Soul’s Longing which is all about how destructive the historical-critical method of Biblical interpretation has been for Christianity in the West. I first encountered Christ through the Jesus Seminar folks and, while “interesting,” it offered me nothing for my heart. Thankfully, Christ eventually reached my deep heart through another book The Mountain of Silence, which introduced me to a number of Saints who were utterly simple and extremely humble. It is hard for us modern Westerners to lay aside our intellectual minds and embrace Christ “foolishly” with love. I am still working on it.

  2. Cliff Avatar
    Cliff

    Like Mother Beth, I was introduced to the scripture as sacrament when I was involved in the Navigators. All the memorizing, studying (6 hours per week for 4 years), and reading was the the ground work, but it was the meditation (Josh 1:8) that lead to the doing, that revealed the hidden mysteries within the bible. Even got a little nugget to chew on the other day from (2 Tim 3:16) thinking about the difference and ramifications between inspiration and dictation. For much of my life I believed the inerrancy of scripture was like dictation, and must be followed as such. Inspiration, however, is a bit of a loose canon, much like Christ’s ministry in the gospels. But upon reading (Jn 14:6) I found that it’s the inspiration of the Holy Spirit in our lives that gives scripture it’s power toward salvation. The point is to act upon the scriptures in the same way it was given to us, through inspiration.

  3. Matthew Avatar
    Matthew

    Thanks so much for this Fr. Stephen! I have so many things I want to share, but I´ll start with these:

    When I was a “Jesus Freak” (truth always being told, I still am one but in a much different way), I had a Bible with similar markings in it. It might be somewhere around the house … have to check 🙂

    The train wreck for me was when Holy Scripture became disconnected from the sacramental life of the Church. I attempted to explain this to a guy at work who is a former JW turned some sort of German evangelical. He asked me why I became Catholic, and for me this was one rather big reason which I wanted to articulate to him. He listened intently as I explained things as lovingly as I could, but at the end of it all I think he remains committed to his evangelical leanings.

    I love Holy Scripture. I read it. I pray with it. I believe God speaks to me through it, but I no longer worship it. In terms of interpretation, I do have the Orthodox Study Bible which I use most of the time to help me. I intend to purchase a new Catholic Study Bible at the end of the year. All that said, it has taken me a very, very long time to understand the proper place Holy Scripture has always had in the Church and the sacramental nature of all things scriptural. Being active sacramentally and litugically again has taken Holy Scripture and how it speaks to me to new places. I am so thankful for that!

    I only wish more Protestants would experience, understand and embrace all this.

  4. Angie Avatar

    Thank you for this, Father Stephen. I am in a Psalter group and getting stuck on some of the wording in Psalms (Psalm 108, especially).
    My priest was very helpful in discussing this with me. I feel like I can better read these words after my priest’s guidance on these things.
    I do wonder though, how to digest the Scriptures as Sacrament, like you mentioned. My Protestant background seeks to read every verse with the idea that it’s going to speak to me (unless it’s a story of a person or event in Scripture…but even then, I look for the symbolic elements). I am in constant tension when I can’t decipher any relatability or even, apparent contradiction to the heart posture we’ve been told is “Christ’s”. I have also grown skeptical of the idea of God speaking through His word to help guide me in a particular issue or circumstance, because I worry about confirmation bias and interpreting Scripture in a selfish way.
    I want to just read as a poet. But then, I guess I fear complacency if I don’t try and work out the deeper elements—the culture, context, Church Fathers’ perceptive…etc.
    I would love to fall in love with Scripture without needing the understanding element.
    I am conflicted and maybe not as de-protestantized as I thought! lol.
    Anyway, sorry for the rambling, but this post is hitting me right where I find myself these days.

  5. Matthew Avatar
    Matthew

    Esmee said:

    “Thankfully, Christ eventually reached my deep heart through another book The Mountain of Silence, which introduced me to a number of Saints who were utterly simple and extremely humble. It is hard for us modern Westerners to lay aside our intellectual minds and embrace Christ “foolishly” with love. I am still working on it.”

    Hello Esmee. The Mountain of Silence was a very good book for me. I would agree that it is hard for us modern westerners to lay aside our intellectual minds. I too am working on this … everyday it seems. I would also agree that liberal Christianity (as most conservative American Christians label it) and its higher critical methods of biblical research and interpretation have wreaked havoc on our faith in the west.

    Biblical liberalism and biblical fundamentalism are two sides of the same coin really. They´re what you get when you disconnect Holy Scripture from the sacramental life of the Church. 🙁

  6. Michael Bauman Avatar
    Michael Bauman

    For me Holy Scripture and the Holy Sacraments bear witness to the same truths: the Incarnation, the Cross and the Resurrection.

    Jesus introduced Himself to me in 1968 by confirm for me that He is real. No Sacraments, no Bible, no Worship.

    He introduced me to His Mother in a Biblical, sacramental cult in 1972.

    She introduced me to her real Son, and the Sacramental Scripture in 1986 when I walked into an Orthodox Church (Antiochian) for the first time.
    They each have been growing on me ever since through His Grace, Presence and Mercy.

    Glory to Him for all things even my pain and loss during that time.

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